Reading: Nada. I am struggling to read again. It’s more like to find something to read. None of my “old favorites” are doing it for me for a re-read, and I don’t seem to have enough spoons to read new stuff—it seems like Sci-Fi and Fantasy right now is all about the 800 page book, and I can’t keep up the momentum. Any and all suggestions for something fast, enjoyable, and fun are welcome. Not limited to SFF.
Listening to: Folks headed off to work. Cars starting, motors humming, the fans in the bedroom.
Loving: Not much at the moment. My OCD/Depression/Anxiety can be very cyclical, and right now, I’m in a low spot. Depressed, anxious, and lots of intrusive thoughts. I field like I need a month off to get my head unscrambled, but I’m settling for an appointment with my mental health provider.
Thinking: I can’t wait for this day to be over. Nothing bad happening, unless you count the fact that I have to be on camera for work at 1pm. Guess I’ll have to actually put work clothes on and do something about my hair (which desperately needs a cut).
Feeling: Tired. And I just woke up and got a great night’s sleep (for a change). When I’m battling depression, I’m just fucking exhausted all the time.
Celebrating: Hmmm. I can’t think of a thing.
Grateful for: My permanent answer to this is “everything”. I should amend that. I am not thankful for my neurodivergent brain today. This has been a burden my whole damn life.
Weather: Another bright sunny New Mexico day, high 68. It’s 45 right now.
Enjoying: Not much
A quote I want to share: